Thursday, November 03, 2005

I'm Here

And Internet less, at least for a few more days. I'm in the business center right now.

It's been hard, very hard. I miss the grandparents and the fact that they are not near. I haven't cried so much since I got pregnant and the guy left me. It's breaking my heart. Slowly it's mending or at least being temporarily glued until it can be where it can heal. I had no idea this move would be so hard. But I'm surviving and I can't wait to get back on and read my archives about how hard it was being IN Cali. The thought now is to make it where we can move and HAVE OUR OWN PLACE back there in a few years. That would be a blessing. I would LOVE for my kids to grow up around their grandparents. Girl, you are so lucky. I'm so excited for you.

Talk to you guys all soon!

5 Comments:

Allison said...

Aww, my heart is breaking for you! I will be in Round Rock (for work, but alone) the evening of the 15th and most of the day the 16th. If you need a friend, maybe dinner!?!

mommyd said...

Hugs! I hope it all gets better for you once you get settled in. Thinking of you.

Laura said...

sad! transitions can be SO hard. i would be a wreck if i were far from family, as well. i hope your family can be of much joy to you during this tough time :)

Heather said...

I understand how you feel exactly. It will get better with time. Hang in there.

Kimberly said...

I understand how you feel completely; things will get better I promise! I will keep you in my prayers during this time. Just hang in there, it really does get better with time. New transitions are always hard at first.

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